we have sleep overs... Brennen can tell when D is not around. I don't think he understands why D is gone during the week and only home 3 weekends out of a month. D wasn't even out of the house but maybe 5 mins today and he threw a fit about going to see his daddy. I told him that we would see him friday and well that wasn't good enough. i really should tape him yelling/screaming when he doesn't get his way. It is funny but very not funny at the same time. Funny b/c the words do not make since/his facial expressions but not funny since he is actually yelling at us and he will some times do this in public. Anyways...
So back to the sleep over. He gets super clingy when D goes. I let him kinda cry it out tonight for about 10 mins. It was a long 10 mins and it killed me. I texted D to tell him what was going on. I decided since my heart was breaking in half to hear him yell out to me as if something is scaring him to death that I would just go and lay with him, well that lasted an hour and he was still awake. So that brings us to now. At this moment he is snuggled up on D's side of the bed awaiting me to join him. I always said I would not be a co-sleeper. I don't agree with it at all and we don't do it a lot but there is really only going to be so many years where he is going to want to snuggle with me, why would i deny him and me for that matter of them. Now this will not become a everyday thing but once a week while daddy is away might not be too bad. Lets hope for a better tomorrow.
Now if I could only learn to take on less projects at a time, things would be great...
Busy day tomorrow and a little man begging me to come to bed. Goodnight everyone :)
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